Welcome to my world~

2012-02-08T00:10:00.001+08:00

是时候要去买这本书

好像很有意思~

但是就不知道几时才会到马来西亚了~

我回来啦

2012-01-20T00:01:00.002+08:00

回家的心情真的很棒虽然说我需要坐5个小时的巴士才能到家

但是那种兴奋绝对没有因为时间而把它给浇灭

以前只在家里念书的时候，考完试也是超级兴奋的回家那时学校和家的距离坐车只需要5分钟

现在坐巴士要5小时，当然会更加值得兴奋咯（什么歪理嘛~）

这次不知道为什么一个人回却没有倒头大睡反而望着窗外发呆

也许我在担心我在考场上写的东西最后会拿到怎样的成绩

也许也许我也不知道我不知不觉想起那天在存档里看到我之前存了没看的电子小说《那些年我们一起追的女孩》所以就在巴士上开始看了起来

感觉真的很不错至少我觉得比电影好看多了

也许是因为我是一个很细腻的人比较适合也比较喜欢文字吧

在马大法律系全部都是英文

所以我有点腻了决定以后的部落格都打中文的

再也不要因为想要锻炼英文而硬撑写英文版的，那不像我，真的

看着看着小说，有那么一刻我觉得我回到了当初15岁的自己

也许，九把刀真的太厉害了可以吧每个人那个阶段的心情写得那么贴切

其中有句话“爱情不是我人生的全部，却是我人生的味道。越是深沉的痛苦，代表我曾经爱的饱满”

这一句真的象征一个热血青年所会说的话

但，换句话说，我还是觉得说的很对丫

只是，那深沉的痛苦要多久的时间才会康复呢

我很喜欢这一句：第一个与你一起回家的人，你一辈子都不可能把他忘记

当然，请不要用哪种没情调或一点也不浪漫的把它想成家人

是的，我承认偶尔我还是会想起那个第一个在夜里陪我回家的那个他

那时的我，15岁很没脑的觉得回家一个人回不就得了

很多年前的某一天，我放工回家有个人发个简讯给我说过来陪我回家

我们一起搭巴士回家然后在过马路的时候他很顺其自然的牵起我的手来

陪我走了一段很长的路

然后在我和他家之间的中心路口分开

今天，我把这些过去写出来不是因为我遗憾什么更不是我在等待什么只是我因为看了这本小说而想起了那段过去

还有还有，我想，我说过类似这样的话：就算你们彼此喜欢，但就是不可能一直当男女朋友啊。如果早知道一定会分手，为什么还要这么早谈恋爱？这样不是很没意义？

我说过类似这样的话，但是我还是跟他在一起了，虽然小时候的我就知道小时候的恋情是不会长久的

谢谢他就算我不想跟他联络但还是很努力的继续跟我联络，不然我想我们应该早就失去联络咯

如今，他身边已经有个我觉得很稳定的她了，但是每次他回来还是会想到要约我出去，真的很难得，谢谢你-我的回忆

现在，我很相信这句话：拼了命相信，努力就会看见美丽的风景。持续不懈的一流努力，就会看见不可思议的世界.

对，我在下个学期要秉持这种想法，因为我这次一定只是低空飞过:(加油！

2012-01-17T23:00:00.002+08:00

一直觉得自己不够坚持
所以刚刚有机会就和988电台DJ在面子书上对话起来

我很满意他的答案：“不断回到你开始决定坚持的初衷”

嗯，回到我的初衷，顿时，我想不起来。这个假期，是时候好好想想了

2012-01-16T14:23:00.001+08:00

在这种时候，就只能够跟自己说：你能做多少就多少了，尽力就好，不要搞到没得睡觉

毕竟有精神才是做重要的，不是吗？

2012-01-16T11:43:00.002+08:00

Rest a while before continue my FAMILY-ing

hmm.. I like this paper's Introduction damn much

"When a man and a woman decided to get married, the expectation was for both of them to grow old together, to watch their children grow up to become successful and good citizens in the community. They planned their lives according to the needs of the family including their savings, investments, consumption, work, and career planning. Alas, there is no such guarantee in life, their expectation did not materialize and the marriage came to an end"

YES,exactly~

p/s: sorry for keep on COPY and PASTE recently(BUSY) hmm,even though I have a lot of ideas to wrote here,but ~~ Well, just bear with it,ANOTHER 2days:D

有些女生就是沒有男人緣

2012-01-12T14:30:00.001+08:00

这是在面子书上看到朋友分享的，觉得很不错一下~哈哈，我就是under这个category的guaXDD

不可否認，世界上其實就是有許多這樣的女孩子，樣子不錯，脾氣不壞，條件很好，個性很獨立.
但就是命裏的桃花總不開，男人把她們當成絕緣體，永遠不來電。

眼看著周圍一個個相貌學歷不如自己的女人紛紛成了幸福的小主婦，忍不住哀嘆：我的春天什麽時候才到來啊？！
急也急不來，有些女人天生就是沒有男人緣，再漂亮也逗引不起男人的荷爾蒙，當然，男人們會說她們沒有女人味。

什麽叫沒有女人味?也許是看恐怖片的時候兩只眼睛冒出興奮的綠光；也許是外出遊玩時從不喊累，一個勁兒地往前沖；最快爬到山頂上,也臉不紅氣不喘.也許是一起吃飯時拼酒把同桌的男人拼到了桌子底下。還沾沾自喜,男人都醉倒了,只有妳還依然酒醒.總之，“野蠻女友”登陸國內以來，數以萬計的女孩子找到了人生理想，誓把野蠻進行到底。

人家全智賢野蠻是假，撒嬌任性的可愛才是真。要學，不光要學會皮毛，還得學會內瓤。當然，說歸說，更多的女孩子缺乏男人緣，不是因為“野蠻行為”，而是因為一些性格上的問題。開朗的女人討人喜歡，但只有也自然開朗也貼心逗趣的女人才更加讓男人迷戀。

舉個很簡單的例子，《紅樓夢》中的林黛玉毛病多，柔弱任性多疑又刻薄，可照樣迷死賈寶玉。薛寶釵樣樣出色，寬容大度博學廣識，可就是沒有男人緣。看得出來了吧？男人喜歡什麽樣的女人？可以自私一點，但一定真實一點；可以任性一點，但一定可愛窩心一點。

在戀愛對象上，幽默貼心撒嬌可愛有女人味,比起說話直.愛耍男人婆的女人搶手，即使容貌再美,男人還是退避三舍,
善於淡淡自然羞澀表露自己情感的小女人,比善於微懦隱藏自己情感的女人受歡迎。因為男人其實也不是那麽自信的。對於性格上有壓力的女人，誰都會敬而遠之,但還是有特愛的男性吧,只是比例少了點.

有八卦命理說：一個人一輩子的桃花運都是有數額的，每個人都不同，有多有少。但影響婚姻的桃花運不會超過三次。能抓住一次，就可以更靠近婚姻幸福了.

http://likedget.net/p4880

新年要到咯~还有六天就可以回家了，加油

2012-01-12T00:54:00.000+08:00

2012-01-05T09:37:00.002+08:00

马上就要上考场了
第一张paper-Kemahiran Maklumat
回家读书的感觉真好
虽然我知道我的脑袋还不是很满
但是至少有比在这里好，哈哈
嗯，回来考试，再过个13天就可以回家过年，放个3个星期的假
我对我自己说，下个sem我要更努力，因为这个sem我不是很满意自己的状态
弄伤脚就好像慢别人很多很多拍酱:(
新的一年，当然要有新的开始
希望每一年的新年展望在年尾的时候都能实现

很感恩我的buddy line毕业了的buddy还特地在我的面子书的墙祝我考试加油~
谢谢你们，我会加油的，希望不会让大家失望！加油

2011-12-29T23:39:00.002+08:00

很久没有上来post东西了
今天有点有感而发
我觉得我以前秉持的观念要继续秉持
“比别人笨就是要比别人勤劳，刻苦”
虽然说我我这句话讲得有点迟了
因为sem 1都结束了
马上就要考试了
短期内改变不了什么
有时我会想那3个星期的病假好像影响很深后患无穷
但是我想，我不能说那是病假害的来当借口
因为每件事的发生都有其原因，加油
不要理我因为我有点情绪化

我觉得蛮像我的:) 转贴的

2011-12-22T00:13:00.001+08:00

獅子座終極完美分析(7/23-8/22))

獅子座，一個博愛和充滿陽光，能量的星座，其實獅子座的人很嚮往愛情，他所擁有的愛情有的時候不是真的愛情，或者只是一種嚮往或者是自己的夢想，說白了就是獅子座的人最愛的是自己，他要讓自己發光發熱，獲得別人的愛和崇敬，在這其中，他能夠體會到這種來自他人的關愛而感到愉悅，於是，他就愛上了別人。。。可是，獅子座的我們想想，仔細想想，你真的愛了嗎？真的像你說的那樣的愛嗎？

究其根本，我們愛了，是因為我們愛自己，獅子座的人的自戀程度可以說是十二星座之首，他可以因為別人的崇拜的目光或者是弱勢的態度而展現自己的愛和博大胸襟，但是，這不是純粹的愛；

此外，獅子座的人很喜歡征服感，或者他不愛你，或者還不足夠愛你，但是為了一份征服感，他或者會"愛"上你，以證明自己的非凡魅力，當然，獅子座的人很不願意傷害別人，因為他的內心是善良和充滿正義感的，他是重視原則的人，但是，如果他做了傷害別人的事情，即便出於面子他沒有說什麼，但是其實內心裡他會真的好自責好內疚的，雖然別人看不到，但是他的確會好難過。

獅子座的人，無論男女，都很容易陷入一份感情，但是熱情來的很快，冷卻的速度也快得驚人，我不知道別人是不是這樣，我是真的這樣的。如果他可以對一份感情持續很長的時間，那麼恭喜了，說明你真的很強勢很有魅力，足以讓他對你死心塌地，否則，獅子座這種內在沒有安全感又很敏感的動物，很可能從更有魅力和新鮮的事物上找溫暖，因為，獅子座的我們看起來好堅強好陽光好樂觀，但是骨子裡面的不安感從未消退過，表面的自信只不過是保護自己的盔甲，但並不是很真實。

同時，獅子座的人也可以很絕情，這點我認識所有的獅子座的人也包括我自己都很像，不可能吃回頭草，字典裡沒有"後悔"或者"回頭"這兩個詞，因為獅子座的人很愛面子，自尊心比什麼都重要，一旦放棄了或者決定了，就不可能回過頭去改變，獅子座的人也很怕被傷害。作為我，寧可錯過一份感情，寧可放棄。寧可不要，也不會冒可能會被傷害的危險，因為太不值得，因為獅子座的人太愛自己了。。。

獅子座的人喜歡熱鬧，但是也很享受孤獨，他可以把這兩者之間搞得很平衡，他很喜歡跟朋友一起，瘋狂的玩鬧，成為一個party的主角，但是回到家裡，他立馬就可以變得異常安靜，不喜歡被打擾，他需要自己的空間來思考，如果不給獅子這個空間，對他步步緊逼，那麼他一定會抓狂，變得不可理喻，他還會離開你，因為在獅子的字典裡，"自由"和"自我"這兩詞的比重幾乎佔據了全部。

還有，獅子座的人很喜歡新鮮的，華麗的，有質感的，昂貴的，有品位的東西，他也喜歡樸實，但是卻不喜歡無聊和無趣，他害怕一成不變的枯燥，他害怕今天就能預見明天的可能性，他喜歡為止的新鮮有趣的事物，如果你恰好具備了這一點，那麼你和獅子座的人很配合。

獅子座的人有兩種不同的傾向，一種是很喜歡天然的東西，不喜歡過多的修飾；另一類是很喜歡奢華另類奇特的事物，更多是獅子座是兩者兼有，我屬於這一種，我討厭過度無謂的修飾，但是欣賞另類特別和高雅的事物，對於愛人的選擇上，可能也會結合這個標準。

獅子座的人很寬容，通常不會因為小事而斤斤計較，他們喜歡展現自己與眾不同的仁慈心和獲得尊重。對於過往的愛人，獅子座的人很少去探討是誰的功過是非，無論當時對方有多傷害自己，但是過去了就過去了，獅子座的人不會去詛咒或者怨恨，因為他們喜歡向前看，他們不喜歡做八婆和有損自己高貴形象的事情。獅子座的人相信，只要自己完美和努力，幸福就在前方，更美好的一定在等待著我們！！
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/justsayhi365/15819913

2011-12-21T16:49:00.001+08:00

Study Family law makes me feel that there is no necessary to get married whereas study Tort-Defamation,I felt that If you are not clever enough to talk,please don't

转帖个人觉得有意思的文章《爱情是一双筷子》

2011-12-20T09:18:00.001+08:00

一次性的筷子，與愛情無關。
有人說，愛情像水，溫柔明亮；也有人說，愛情像酒，越久越醇；還有人說，愛情像風，來去無蹤……
我說，愛情像一雙筷子。

男人是一根筷子，女人是一根筷子，兩根筷子有緣握在一起，成為一雙筷子，那就是愛情。

一雙筷子，心往一處想，力往一處使，才能把美好的日子夾起來，送進我們的口中。男人和女人，少了哪一個都不行，一根筷子，只能蘸一點點滷汁，永遠無法捕捉到生活的真正滋味。
一雙筷子，必須有一個支點。西方人很難學會使用筷子，為什麼？他很難找到兩根筷子的平衡點。想讓兩根毫不相干的筷子牢牢地夾住食物，其中的一根就應該放低姿態，給另一根筷子一個有力的支點。手指的力度只是一個小小的技巧。是的，愛情往往也需要一點點技巧，但心靈的配合默契才是根本，真情是第一位的。

http://justwomen.pixnet.net/blog/post/55379580

既然筷子的作用總是需要雙方共同來完成，為什麼不設計一根連體筷子？那不是筷子，而是夾子。不錯，夾子也可以夾起東西，可是，夾子無法張得更大，夾子的容量是有限的。而筷子是自由的，它可以獅子大張口，把一切美好的東西盡收囊中。這就是愛情的力量。因此，不要忘記，一雙筷子，應該是平行的，給另一根筷子足夠自由的空間，空間越大，收穫就越大，只要另一根筷子，還是你們這雙筷子中的一根。

愛情像一雙筷子，而不是剪刀。剪刀過於尖利，總是要撕爛破壞，剪刀的心中沒有溫情，愛情需要建設，需要呵護；愛情像一雙筷子，而不是老虎鉗。老虎鉗的力量不可謂不大，可是，它的控制欲太強了，愛情需要溫柔，需要體貼。

筷子有很多種，有竹製的，也有木製的；有塑料制的，也有象牙制的；此外還有金製的、銀製的。人也一樣。人沒有貴賤之分，卻有文化的差異，習性也各不相同。一根筷子太長，一根筷子太短，不行；一根筷子太粗，一根筷子太細，也不行。看看自己是怎樣一根筷子，也許可以幫助你在茫茫人海中，盡快找到自己的另一半。
有一種筷子，叫方便筷，這種筷子，簡單、粗糙，用之即棄，是一次性的。一次性的筷子，與愛情無關。這就與一夜情一樣，與愛情無干。
愛情之所以像一雙筷子，最根本的一點在於，他們之間誰也離不開誰，為了生活，永遠不離不棄；他們總是一起品嚐生活中的酸甜苦辣，共同承擔著人生的風風雨雨。這不正是美好愛情的共同特徵嗎？

暂时回到过去

2011-12-17T00:34:00.002+08:00

考完contract的test 我就飞快的去了mid valley见我亲爱的Puan Mistinah:)
说真的，可以见个面促膝谈心真的很开心
哈哈，又像回到从前
我跟老师的关系一直都很好
我们讲了很多话吃了很多东西她还做了糕给我吃~哇，好温暖哦
我昨天见了PA过后找回以前睡觉醒来会有的目标
今天跟老师见面后找回以前那个自己
下次农历新年才见咯

只是当我过来阿姨家我就开始觉得最近家里很屋漏偏逢连夜雨
希望一切不好的可以快点结束

Fire drill

2011-12-15T16:46:00.002+08:00

Oh god,thanks to the fire drill,I wake up at 2am then I cannot wake up early in the morning to study=.=

Is it considered a TRAINING as well,Okay,I think is it better for me to count it in to the TRAINING session,LOL

Just met my PA(Penasihat akademik)must meet her in order to sit for the exam

haha,hmm,actually she is right too

that we must set target,aim something other than only doing preparation for the exam

So,I think she has enlighten me?

Yes,at least I should set some target that I probably can achieve one instead of SIMPLY study:)

Alright,thank you to my Bro-Zack Tan for giving me the notes that he typed himself,thanks for your sharing:)

缘分像本书，翻得不经意会错过；读得太认真会泪流

2011-12-14T08:47:00.002+08:00

觉得这句话超有意思的，分享一下

我好久没有读一本好书了

课业的书都读不完了:(

我觉得我感性的能力已经下降了

哈哈，等放长假，我要好好的读本好书

真的觉得很多事情都是一体两面的

2011-12-11T23:47:00.002+08:00

去看了年迈的外公和外婆算是代表妈妈的身份吧因为妈妈也老久没去看他们了

可是呢我觉得我再怎么懂事都比不上妈妈本人哈哈

希望他们两老可以行动方便硬朗，不需要别人照顾就好 *愿老天爷保佑*

从和丰回来的时候遇到意外

话说从小到大看连戏剧都不曾想过交通意外会发生在自己的身上我真的有点傻眼

感谢老天爷的慈悲所以我们都没有受伤反而是二舅的车就~~

只好留在那里看着办了

错的人不是二舅但是却被撞了我真的觉得我们很幸运不然的话真的整辆车会飞起来

然后后果不堪设想我也不敢想我会变得怎样

可是当车撞过来的时候我脑子里闪过的竟然是“我相信这种事不会发生在我身上的”

后来问我两个坐在我旁边的表弟他们也这么说~

怎么说一体两面呢？

因为当遇到事情的时候很多人都是手忙脚乱惊慌失措

不然就是破口大骂其实这些都是没有在解决问题

我从舅舅舅母身上看到乐观正面

希望以后遇到事情我也可以处之泰然，而不是破口大骂

还有当时下着雨，我看见同甘共苦的画面很有感触

也许这就是我和舅母昨天聊天她要表达的结果

跟她聊天比跟妈妈聊的点深一点，哈哈

她叫我不要顾着读书，有拖就要去拍一下

从现在开始拍就差不多的又不是拍一个就成的

哈哈，我说，顺其自然好了

她回我说有些东西是要自己争取或努力的

经过今天的事请，我想我有点想开了

夫妻是互相依赖的~

或许我真的不该太执着的觉得我的想法是对的？

只是我身边实在太多不好的例子了

每次回去一次就觉得外婆外公老了很多

就连阿姨们的白头发也多了几搓

我又在感情丰富了~哈哈

Exhausted,today is not my day absolutely:(

2011-12-08T10:21:00.002+08:00

Well,I have been overslept due to STOMACHACHE and diarrhea last night

As a result,I wake up at 7.43am while my class start at 8am

The moment that I wake up,I only know that I can only call my lecturer that I was not purposely didn't show up punctually

She is a very understanding person,so when I explain to her,she can accept it and even asked me to TAKE CARE

haha,By the way,I just feel like I am going to dehydrate soon:(

Now,my head sakit pula

I anticipate for the coming weekends:)

Always believe in my own choice

2011-12-07T14:32:00.004+08:00

After have a war with FAMILY LAW

and I guess the outcome is I am the loser

The confidence all GONE,DISAPPEARED

and at the same time,GUILTY comes along

is kind a helpless

is kind of feeling that I want cry but I have no tears

No matter what,Thanks a lot to my buddies,they keep on give me morally support,assistance as well

Love you guys,I will work harder and harder

as "You want the rainbow then you have to put up with the rain" quote from Louis:)

心情很down

2011-12-06T15:58:00.005+08:00

很想回家

很难想象刚刚的test如果没有书的话怎样写出来

有书都写不出了:(

我很想回家

对不起，爸妈，还有所有爱我关心我的人这次也许要让你们失望了

甚至开始质疑自己当初的选择？我真的很累了

share林宇中的<我的家>

倒数回家的日子18天加油虽然说我觉得一天24小时不够用但也要善用它

在家读书和住宿舍

2011-12-05T15:52:00.002+08:00

如果可以选，我还是希望可以每天回家

那么至少我上课的动力还可以是回家

以前在家的时候真的只需要顾好读书就好

哪像现在还要想晚上要吃什么衣服洗好了没有

忽然间好希望有人愿意打理我的生活

所以我说在家读书如果还是读不好真的没话说

众里寻他千百度，暮然回首，那人却在灯火阑珊处:)

2011-12-04T15:06:00.003+08:00

看到这个标题，也许你会以为我要讨论感情的事

No，不是

我只是要说我从gombak LRT station坐回马大

实在太长了所以我半路在KL Sentral停下来吃麦当劳（因为我实在想吃苹果派想吃很久了）

然后叻想到也许这个礼拜的生活费不够所以呢我就去找atm

循着map绕了一圈KL sentral就是找不到

结果叻我发现到它竟然在麦当劳前面=.=

哈哈，那刻我觉得辛弃疾讲的这句话很有道理

当然同时也希望我那9年次的运可以在今年结束前验证一下我读书读累了想找个人来依靠，休息

爸妈，我好想你们

倒数回家的日子-19天

2011-12-03T17:54:00.002+08:00

I need some break

haish,ONLY now I regret that I was not serious before this or else I won't be so suffer now

I like to read the cases,but my speed to study it is SLOW like turtle:(

I wish I could back to usual,study not only for the exam,I study with a sincerity heart and it makes the progress well

LAW is SILENT

2011-12-02T18:49:00.003+08:00

This is what my lecturer said in her lecture

hmm,I agree with it

the law will only speak out when people INTERPRET it

thus,LAWYER is very bright on interpret a phrase or terms in different meaning,it depends on the view from us

Yea~STATUTORY INTERPRETATION apply here,haha:)

In short,I just want said that JUDGE is very creative and intelligent enough to give their judgment

because they might have to judge the case everyday

I really respect them to MAX

I have been more and LIKE this course

I am a to be lawyer:)haha,daydreaming-ing

2011-12-02T10:43:00.002+08:00

The moment that I have been worried and feared for has COMING

haha,that is the RESULT of my English test

Thanks God,I considered has passed it through it was not pass with flying colours

I get 55

so I have to work harder in the next test(essay and grammar test) to ensure my result is getting better next time :)

But,that is another problem arise in my recent life-that is I have to turn down another floor,that is G-floor to have a bath and toilet because my floor's toilet and bathroom is renovating and don't know when will it be finish the renovation,so..

I really hate such this hostel' system,DAMN

seriously I wish I can go HOME now

Independent

2011-12-01T13:15:00.002+08:00

I thought I was independant enough
but actually I was NOT,haha
Yup,because I am still quite relied on Mum to decide the meals for me,ask her opinion to go here go there
Maybe I just too afraid that I cannot bear for the consequences?even a dinner as well,for me,to decide whether want to having what kind of dinner has become a VERY BIG issue every evening because I lazy to make any decision,That's why I always cabut from UM every weekend to my aunt's house to let them decide about my meals:)I really grateful that I have a very strong bond relationship between them,Thanks God for arrange so many great things for me

And now,I have to decide another thing,that is whether I can go to the Federal Court?haha

because if I am going there,then I will lose 3 lectures on that day although it can be said that lectures is not so important as compared to tuturials

BUT,if follow my heart,I guess I will going?I think I should call my Mum about her opinion?:D

I am still not independant enough

The importance of OPINION

2011-11-30T18:28:00.002+08:00

OPINION

What is meant by opinion?

from my view,it means that someone have some view about the issue

different people have different view

Yea.opinion is very important in law school

because a lawyer cannot without an opinion I guess

haha,apart from that,ENGLISH is very important tool for a law student

for those who expert in English,they can understand the text,article and case very easily

Sometimes,I wish to ask my parents why they didn't bring me to English school before this?haha

Just a thought

2011-11-29T18:17:00.003+08:00

Datin(my family law's lecturer) always state this statement:Why you want to do LAW?Dont tell me you want the fairness of justice or you are interested in LAW,you are LIAR,all of you been here is because can make money,so that you can be rich

After a few minutes think about her argument,I asked myself whether it is my perspective?

Yes,it is.Actually I was about to forgot the reason I take LAW as my first choice?Huh?I think the utmost reason is to make me rich,and then the second reason is it is my motivation to score well during my STPM and thus,accidentally I scored well in the examination,Hence,when I fill in the UPU I put this hard course as my 1st,2nd and 3rd choice.

No matter how,I should admit it=)

struggle myself with my choices,good luck to myself

this lecturer got some personality resemble my former teacher,but I would say that my former teacher is more humanitarian as now,when I think about her,all is gratefulness

But perharps maybe one day I will have the same feeling towards her?haha

Okay,may God bless that with my determination and work hard,I can really passed her Family Law paper,so that no need to retake next year.Kambateh neh=)

想家

2011-11-28T19:18:00.002+08:00

刚刚从3姨家回来

我竟然会想家

哎~刚小睡一下醒来忽然有这种感觉

我真的好想回家，我好累

期待快点study week 但是我又怕考试

矛盾的说

阿姨叫我改次再去

哈哈，我想我应该每个礼拜轮流去不同的家~

我真的很想回家忽然心里面有股寂寞的心=(

人海中遇见你

2011-11-25T22:02:00.003+08:00

我很喜欢这首歌，

林育群唱进把它唱进心坎里的感觉

你的愛值得信賴你的心靠在身邊
只要你在我就有許多夢想只要你在我就有更多力量
親愛的我多麼幸運人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望就從這一刻起和你分享所有感覺
親愛的我多麼幸運人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望就從這一刻起和你分享真心的感覺
你的愛沒有保留你的心獻給了我只要你在我就有更多理想
與你同在就好像擁抱天堂
親愛的我多麼幸運人海中能夠遇見你親愛的我多麼盼望
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com　魔鏡歌詞網
每一天在這裡永遠永遠有家的感覺
親愛的我多麼幸運人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望每一天在這裡永遠永遠有家的感覺
你的愛沒有保留你的心獻給了我只要你在我就有更多理想
與你同在就好像擁抱天堂
親愛的我多麼幸運人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望每一天在這裡永遠永遠有家的感覺
親愛的我多麼幸運人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望每一天在這裡和你分享家的感覺

2011-11-25T00:05:00.002+08:00

Just realized that one of my friend has been engaged

wow,I never noticed about that before I read her blogpost

Ohh,I become silence after I knew it because we are now only 20 years old,as for me,I cannot guarantee that my love will last forever with this man forever

haha,maybe I was lack of confidence on it as compared to them.

Luckily I am single no this kind of thing for me to worry

Anyway,I bless for my friend for successfully find a suitable partner in her life

hope that she will be blissful forever

Oh ya,suddenly I have a strong feeling to back home

because most of them carrying their luggage back home already

but I have so many things to do and it is not worth for me to back

even though I need to recharge my battery I guess

The test just now is tough haiz dont know this time how many marks I manage to get

because the 2nd question is the tutorial question

most of them can answer it well,but me due to not attending for the tutorial classes(MC)I was quite blur and lost~this feeling is annoying=.=

Finally,JPA has bank in the money for me

Thanks God!!

Have a meet with a lawyer who graduate from UM with his friend,I guess I have asked him a lot of question~Thankss

2011-11-23T17:47:00.001+08:00

Sometimes,I also feel like to join activity,BUT

I have no time,I also aware that the important thing after you graduate from University is soft-skill

2011-11-22T23:24:00.002+08:00

I have addicted to post my blog everyday even my life is like a boredom

haha,Yes,Thursday got test and the test have been given to us this afternoon

We have lunch at a noodles's shop near Jaya One

Okay,that is not the important thing I want to highlight here

Just that want say that,in University's life,assorted of human beings here

they comprised from Good,Nice,Bad and normal people

and I belong to which class of category?I don't know,let you guys to comment about it

Hmm,just a few months we know,but actually we can sense it well,who can be true friend and who are not

I have been immune about that just that when they gossiping,I joined them as well~

Family law is going to have test soon,I really very worried about it

haiz~I dont want to fail

I think I was not as hardworking as last time,so who can give me some strength to bring the usual me back?

Family lecturer said Marriage need communication,and also emphasis that we should find a companion or spouse who are same as us?haha but different profession?

I still cant find the rationale yet,I will try to figure it out what rationale behind it after exam I think~Goodnight

Am I too optimistic OR I have become a man who easily defeated by myself?

2011-11-21T18:24:00.002+08:00

The graded Contract Quiz result came out and the outcome is,I get 7/15,is it considered OK?

or I am too optimistic about that

Frankly,I have to say that"Yes,since I step into UM's law school,I become like that"I used to be the one who always fight to be the FIRST and the HIGHEST in EVERY PAPER

But now,I choose to compete with myself because I know,I will not be able to do such silly things,especially in Law School

Yes,based on this fact,you guys must felt that I have changed to another person,but NO,I will continue to challenge myself,and I believe with my personality, it wont kills me even though my result is not excellent as the brilliant one

I will set myself a target that make myself comfortable as least can overcome the requirement of JPA(wont blacklisted or bar from getting the scholarship) and also wont be so POOR before I leave UM's law school and become a lawyer.

From now on,work harder! Oh ya,Go Go gO!!

生活還是要自己活得像自己才有用 ♥

2011-11-20T16:33:00.002+08:00

It is about the 10th week of my University's life,Oh gosh~

A lot of things I still blur><

After studying LAW

2011-11-20T01:16:00.002+08:00

I can sense that a majority of us (in the law faculty)is cocky one

because I, from a medium confidence person turned to become a confident person after teaching about 7months and have the courage to give speech in front of so many people

and NOW,when the juniors tak erti nak rendahkan diri,I tried to "lecture"them by my owns words or sentences

They are ridiculous indeed,thought who they are,seems like the eyes with nobody

Self-centre as if they are very brilliant and good enough!

Just wait and see!Let's see it one day when the result come out,I believe God will also stay by the one who are really kind and good enough ♥

Law Career Convention 2011

2011-11-19T13:32:00.002+08:00

Just back from LCC 2011

I found myself very no sense of belongings

because I am only in 1st year,a lot of thing still not clear.When people asked you,you interested in what law,I am speechless

Haha,can said that we are coming for merge into this kind of ceremony more frequently

and also for FREE GIFTS=)

Oh yea,indeed we get some information and experience that they share with us

In short,lawyer is not easier as people thought

they sacrificed all the time to perform their works well

I really salute them and hope that one day I can become one part of them

The speech of the president of Bar council state that,TO SUCCEED,THERE IS NO SHORT CUT,WORK HARDER AND HARDER

and the Yang Arif also emphasis on this and said that "TO SUCCEED,YOU MAY HAVE TO SACRIFICE YOUR LEISURE TIME"

Yes,please bear in mind about that

Hmm,going to do my legal method,family tutorial,study law and society articles,contract test is coming soon

Movie time

2011-11-18T12:57:00.005+08:00

Early in the morning,I am going to Lrt University Station and took a bus to Mid Valley~

haha,This is my first time took a bus to Mid Valley though I have been stay at UM about 3 months

Thanks God,I met a Senior in a bus (PM sam)

Thanks him for concern because during my injured time help in some technical issue although I am not transfer to other room or what

So,after look in what he is going to buy alone,I go to buy the tickets to watch You are the apple of my eye with Qianling ♥

and then help a brother to buy tickets as well

I wait for Qianling and having my time at snowflake study stare decisis

After watching that movie,the outcome is Awesome,although the ending is not as happy as we hope,because it resembles our life

Qianling and I cried in the cinemaXDD

Yet,it makes people realize that we might lost something in our life so that we have to flash back and back to the feeling of that moment

we have our lunch + dinner at Kenny Roger Roaster

and also continue have snacks at 老油鬼鬼

I am very happy today although I have used quite lots of money,I felt guilty for not studying too

Hmm,I enjoy video call with my family~I called them these 2 days

I also call my teachers because I can sense something amiss,someone is bullied her,I also very happy that both of my beloved teachers talking about me in the phone and anticipate to meet me next time,I really happy that u guys know my feeling and sincere

maybe others may think I am too busybody but it is my personality,who cares,I care for the one I cared,I love so what?

I am quite happy about that,yes,I am sentimental so WHAT?

and I think I am more suitable in social and psychology field,haha.

No matter what,I will continue work hard on my studies first

I am TOO sentimental

2011-11-17T18:54:00.004+08:00

My tears easily fall down

Even though I was just looking at the photo of a hugging scene

I just cant bear with my tears

So,please dont let me see such kind of scene,I will cry seriously

I am very fragile than the strong looks of mine

That's why I will cry when I just merely want say thank you to Cikgu Hawa via phone that day

I am happy and satisfied that she said she still keep all the cards I made for her ♥

Yes,I will try my best to become a good lawyer in Malaysia though I am not so satisfied with the choice I put on now

I believe,as long as we have the will to meet each other next time,it will fulfill.

Because where the heart is willing,it will find a thousand ways.Where it is unwilling,it will find a thousand excuses

So,let's meet at Chinese New Year ♥

I love you guys!! ♥

My DEAREST

2011-11-17T00:02:00.003+08:00

who dotes on me,help me,know me the best,motivate me

I love u guys very much=)

Sentimental times occurs,especially when I call Cikgu Hawa then I cried when I heard her voice,YESS,she is a great teacher!!

2011-11-13T18:19:00.003+08:00

Sometimes,I feel want post something here,but I have no time,

sometimes,when I have the mood to do it,I have no idea to post:(

So,I can see that this blog is full with grass,haha,sorry for not mow the grass,I am kind busy?hmm,busy enjoy my holidays

Busy emoing><

2011-10-15T14:58:00.002+08:00

everything is going to be alright!!
I believe and pray for that
These few days I have a conscious mind
I have enough rest,eat..aha
hmm,I cant really relax
I know,the main reason is I am not afford to lose JPA's scholarship
that's why I looked so different as compared with them
they looked much enjoy
I also hope that I can be like that

休息是为了走更长远的路

2011-10-11T17:01:00.002+08:00

这是我安慰自己的话
虽然我心里不是很好受
但是我的这么说
我很担心我的脚是不是可以马上痊愈
因为我要回家回宿舍回马大读书
昨天早上醒来膝盖竟然会痛吓死我了
还好今天醒来没大碍了
应该是我昨天睡的姿势不对吧
还有，我一直很努力的跟law n society培养感情
可是涅它还是不肯接受我！><
哎，还有就是我觉得我越来越懒了
等我康复回去一定有一堆东西等着我去做
所以呢，你不好再懒了，黄玉玲！
谢谢大家哥儿们，姐妹们的关心，打电话给我，
这一次才发现原来我那么好命
每个人都这么关心我
谢谢啦~
只是这段期间有时会觉得很沮丧因为我要拿的东西拿不到要别人帮忙
整天坐着就像废人一个
我也瞬间觉得自己好肥因为我竟然有好几次差点左脚支撑不住体重差点跌倒了
无论怎样，加油！每一件事情的发生一定有其原因

历史重演= =

2011-10-08T21:07:00.003+08:00

11年前发生过的事
11年后的今天又发生了
只是几秒钟就酱扭到脚
我只是觉得很过意不去因为我要去看graduate的buddy convo
结果叻反而是他们跑来看我唉～
为什么会发生这种事？
之后还好有amy和karyee陪我去马大医院看医生
去到紧急部，护士叫我坐轮椅（这可是我人生中第一次坐轮椅）
然后就等啊等叫我去量脉搏天啊，那可我在想我是脚痛不是心脏有问题= =
再等了等，过后就叫我去照X光，照了X光才看医生
第一次照脚的X光～
再次进去看医生，医生说我的骨fracture叫我去看骨科
当下，我真的傻眼，没想到那么严重
我只是像以前那样痛，那样肿而已啊
为什么这次会这么严重？
还要放石膏？而且医生给了我11天的mc
要我用拐杖不然会更严重
如果11天后拆了石膏我的骨没有愈合的话就要动手术=（我怕，我不要
11天mc不可以去上课，我怕我跟不上～唉，而且感觉有很多group assessment,kontract kuiz..
可是我这个样子怎么可能去上课根本不可能会去3楼宿舍，搭巴士去上学啊
很遗憾的是没有办法出席今天的buddy meet
而且还害了buddy昨天下午没得上课
无论怎样，谢谢大家的关心我会好好照顾自己的
看到你们在面子书上的问候还有打电话给我发信息给我，你们有心了，谢谢！

2011-10-02T01:44:00.002+08:00

我回家了

哈哈，是有点突然吧

但是我真的很开心

因为我还是最爱JOHOR

还没踏到家的土地前，至少我在大马路上看到J开头的车牌，不再是W或B，还有只有我家这里有很多新加坡车XDD

很喜欢这种熟悉的感觉

虽然说我已经习惯了在马大的生活

但是可以回来看看爸妈真好

从以前到现在我都相信距离，时间都不是问题，

问题是你愿不愿意去做

虽然只能在家睡2个晚上但是我已经很开心了

回到家不管做什么都是最好的学习效果也很好没那么压力~如果可以不要住宿舍，天天住家里就好

那么我就不用担心成绩会有多烂了

无论如何我都很感谢老天爷为我准备的这一切

我一直相信我是幸运的人因为老天安排给我遇到的人都是好人也都帮了我很大的忙，关心我，帮助我

刚开始，遇到问题时，真的感到很失意，希望我回家充了电过后，马上可以恢复元气~哈哈

加油咯，黄玉玲

2011-09-20T21:13:00.001+08:00

不想传染不好的情绪给大家

所以等我转变心情实在来更新好了~

Speechless hectic~

2011-09-14T16:24:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh,I am going to be a superwoman I think

when everyone is enjoying their breakfast early in the morning

I am about to walk to my faculty

or else I will be late

How envy I am that they can enjoy their life like that

A lot of problems arise recently

kind LOST and BLANK

I think I need a good rest

I am desperate because I cannot understand what the lecturer talking about

I think I am still not used with the lecture system

OMG,what am I going to face after this?

I felt so unsecure with my future

2011-09-02T00:17:00.002+08:00

这是我最后一天在哥打的生活

好久没有上来报告了

这不是我第一次离开家

却是我第一次离开州

以前PLKN的时候也只是去到mersing

当临敎的时候也只是 TELUK RAMUNIA，同一个县而已

现在要离开柔佛州了

心情真是有点复杂

我有点不想离开了=（

因为这里有我很熟悉的东西，人，事，物。

我突然很想快点毕业

当初的不安又涌上心头

我开始觉得我又踏回以前的不确定的路深怕自己的选择是错误的

我怕我担心我。。

以前读中六的时候我还可以很努力的做练习然后老师还会肯帮我改上了大学怎么可能？我就像是毫不起眼的石子~

我觉得人偶尔需要别人的赞美，鼓励，甚至是激将法也行的通

所以呢，我想我真的该自律点了

期待下次回来~哈哈，还没去就想着回来~

上个星期，学校办了一个像是表扬我们能够进大学的仪式

我很荣幸被叫去致词

哈哈因为这算是一种学习吧我相信以后我要面对的人群会更多

感恩因为我准备的致词老师喜欢，学弟妹也可以接受，哇，我突然想起cikgu hawa讲过的话，她以前又有叫我对着镜子讲话检视自己的表达能力~我隔了一天便SMS给她，问她对于昨天的感想如何，她给的回应还不错~哈哈，我终于有点进步了！

所以我说，谢谢老师，因为她们，所以才有今天的我~谢谢，我爱你们，我一定会努力，用功，不会让你们失望的~

2011-08-22T16:32:00.002+08:00

这世上就是有那种奇怪的人却觉得自己一点都不奇怪，这才怪了~

算了，就当是中磨练我才不信别人可以把我改变成怎样

2011-08-19T21:41:00.002+08:00

好久没有上来更新我的状况了

记得上一次我还在说学车

昨天我拿到我的P license了

我上个星期考pass了~很开心地说

真的觉得自己很幸运因为我驾车的技术不好连考官都一直在旁边念我~

最后我拿到16/20~哈哈

然后呢

昨天是我的生日

我去吃韩国烤肉~哈哈 SEOUL GARDEN

虽然是有点贵但我不常吃所以就破例一次

买了不错多的衣服，裤子

先不讲这些

嗯，我要回复一个老朋友的祝福，哈哈

对咯，每一年都是这样过生日

要讲的话都差不多

是啦，我知道你是kedatangan full的那位~

千万不要觉得离我们的距离很远，毕竟每个人经历的事情不一样吗~

再说，我想人和人相处的最高境界应该不是见面就可以收个没完而是即使不说话也能够明白

对咯，你不像是会那么感慨的人叻，你很理性的，不是？

希望我可以应付我的course再来讲可不可以每次出现吧

我总觉得没那么容易（所以我还是不敢肯定地说）

对，要一起开店哦~哈哈

等我有钱先~

嗯，我们一定会继续走下去的啦，你不用担心，只要有心，一切都不会是问题~晚安咯！

2011-08-04T23:43:00.003+08:00

在家的日子

我几乎每个早上都去学车

哈哈就不知道几时才是我考pass的一天

当然，我也去弄了些上大学的东西像是bank in了迎新周的费用洗了16张passport size的照片（夸张吧？）

我也是有史以来花这么多钱洗照片~哈哈

算了吧

身体检查时更加披荆斩棘了

因为~说来话长，不说了

我把《坚持到底》看完了

希望我汲取它的精华~

然后继续坚持对我觉得对的事情坚持

今天，我终于回学校拿到我stpm的certificate了

超开心的说

因为这张文凭没有分 sub paper 看起来就很美没有人懂我的

秘密=D

而且不当临敎过后让我有时间回去学校跟老师38 哈啦几句抱一下几温馨~我喜欢这种感觉叻

虽然现在这感觉和以前当学生的感觉不同，看到老师看见我们的表情这么开心，我也很开心！

生活

2011-08-01T15:44:00.007+08:00

哇，我好久没有新的篇章了我想是时候交代一下自己的近况

嗯，我如愿以偿的拿到自己UPU的第一选择

马大法律系

只是现在开始有点担心

我想不是有点是很多

半个月过去了

今天已经8月1号了我结束了7个月老师的身份

回家陪爸妈去了

离开很熟悉的地方固然难免有点伤心

因为毕竟人事方面处的很不错

再加上我这没用的情感

所以我还是掉泪了

但是对于教书这份工作

我始终觉得很不屑（老师们，对不起,这只是个人立场不同~）哈哈

所以我会听你们的话也不辜负大家的期望好好读我的书~希望4年后可以顺利毕业好让罗老师参观我的办公室，哈哈哈

谢谢大家在这期间对我的照顾

谢谢校长，罗老师，庆龄，文佩，倩妮，维铭，雨文，还有大家~

也许下次回去见面的时候

感觉变了但我依旧记得当时的我们

彷徨又烦躁

2011-07-14T18:19:00.003+08:00

明天就是大学成绩公布的日子了
不知道是我心理作用还是什么的
我昨天晚上就睡得不是很好
今天早上教书也教得很烦躁
平常看他们打架都不会那么烦躁
往常拜四有9节我都不曾那么烦过
其实我还有两个礼拜就要结束我教书的日子了
我是真的很想在他们心里留下好印象
但是我今天真的很烦躁
老师，真的是世界上很伟大的一份工作
不仅传授知识更是苦口婆心的想要改变一个人
难怪人家说老师可是会影响一个人的一生
我很感激老天也让我有这种机会体验这种以后我不会从事的行业
谢谢因为总是让我遇到很好的人

不懂是我对自己没信心还是我对国家没信心
希望明天检查成绩过后我可以来这里报好消息
无论结局怎样，我都应该坦然面对
上大学的日子是既期待又害怕
玉玲，加油！

yearn

2011-07-13T19:48:00.006+08:00

Human being is always like that

when you was at the state,you will never satisfied

but once you are about to step up on a new era,

you will start to feel sad to leave it

until this second,I still don't have this feel(by the reason I am about to leave my teaching's job soon)

For example,during STPM,all of us thinking want to leave school soon

to finish STPM soon

but now,it has been 7months I leave school,I still miss my school life very much

I miss my friends,my classmates,my teachers who dote on me,

Oh,but I can't back to that time anymore,we can only looking forward but cannot U-turn to that time,the feeling will change as well

Today,my colleague treat us breakfast,it was a very delicious and full meal,thanks again to her and at the same time,want congrats her because give birth successfully

This meal makes me suddenly remembered our Jamuan Prefect last year

it seems to be a welfare meal(because it makes me got this feel)

I will be leaving this job soon

Finally,we have do something useful in co-curricular activities

unlike previous,we just keep on doing something to let the time pass

today,we got show our ability on wound dressing

haha,that is what Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah Malaysia SMKL present to me

I suddenly miss the time in PBSM SMKL=)and also Madam Norazlin

teaching this kids has been 7 months

but what have they improved?leave academic first,just talk about MATCHING,what they have improved?

until now still can laugh during matching,don't know where is left and where is right,

the most ridiculous thing is that WeeMing using rotan to teach them matching

even PLKN‘s instructor also didn't hold rotan during teach us

but I have to say that they are mean to be with rotan everytime

feel want write something

2011-07-12T20:53:00.003+08:00

Recently,I have read some blogger's post and I have gained some inspiraton to write something
fine,I have to said that Mandarin's blog is more got feel,but,unfortunately if I keep on write with Mandarin,how I improve my English?

now,what I feel is anxiety about my future,just what will become after this Friday?
Will I satisfied with UPU's answer?God's will

Well,I have to conclude that
I wish to get a place at UM(LLB)
but I dont think I can be so lucky to get into it
I also hope to get Business Administation at UKM
but I dont think I will get it because Business is a popular course
Moreover,I put it in my 4th choice
So,what can I do now?I can do nothing,
I can only PRAY HARD,and then ACCEPT the UPU whatever they offer me,think that it is God's will,okay?Ng Gek Leng,you must overcome it~!

2011-07-08T22:07:00.001+08:00

就是有这种人

自以为是

讲话不经大脑

你看着吧，我一定会努力的比你还成功！虽然我留在马来西亚，我一定会！

Bad mood

2011-07-06T14:05:00.002+08:00

I am bad mood-ing now

because I didnt get HONGLEONG's call

yes,I already accept JPA's offer

but I still hope that I can get their calls because I hope my performance is GOOD enough to get their calls

However,I didn't get it =(

haishhhhhhhhhhhh,I am emo and bad mood now

I hate to waiting for calls!!!

2011-07-06T11:17:00.000+08:00

请铭记你十五六岁爱上的那个人

by 〖心情〗﹌爱情、友情、亲情文章分享区‥• on Tuesday, 05 July 2011 at 14:59

十五六岁，

是一个人刚刚明白了什么叫“喜欢”，

什么叫“爱”的时候。

十五六岁，

是一个人最青春阳光的时候。

十五六岁，

是一个人对爱情最真诚，

执著的时候。

如果你在十五六岁的时候爱上了一个人。

那么，

请你铭记他（她）的脸，

因为你可能需要用一辈子去忘记这张脸。

十五六岁的你，

不会明白什么叫作门当户对。

十五六岁的你，

不会想到什么是“潜力”。

十五六岁的你，

不会觉得面包比玫瑰浪漫。

如果说，

每个人都有作梦的年龄。

那么，

每个十五六岁的人在自己的梦中都是幸福的“孩子”，

有幸福的生活。

如果你在十五六岁爱上了一个女孩（男孩）。

那你必定会用尽全身力气去爱，

哪怕只换来半生回忆。

十五六岁的你，

爱上（她）他，

绝不是爱他的物质实力，

因为你还不懂什么叫现实。

十五六岁的你，

爱上（她）他，

就是爱他这个人，

毫无杂质，

单纯而完美的爱情。

十五六岁的你，

爱上（她）他，

你是在用自己最美好的青春岁月去换一个和他的未来。

十五六岁的你，

爱上（她）他，

必是尽了全身的力气，不顾一切的去爱。

请铭记你十五六岁爱上的那个人。

你注定今生都无法忘记他。

你把一生最美好的时光用来爱她。

你把一生最单纯的爱献给了他（她）

你用自己最美丽的岁月来陪他（她）。

你不顾一切的去爱她。

请铭记你十五六岁爱上的那个人。

因为她一定是你真正爱的人。

以后的岁月，

你会明白，

你很难再去单纯的爱上一个“人”。

请铭记你十五六岁爱上的那个人

那是最最单纯的爱..那种感情里只有爱 ...

Need you now

2011-07-05T20:01:00.002+08:00

Actually I felt hopeless now

I would like to have some support,love from my love ones

my parents,my teachers..

I used to cure myself during school time,but now,I have to overcome it by myself like the turtle

I damn miss u all,my dear TEACHERS!because I am facing some unsure problems,not sure my decision is correct or not~~

from website,some of them said MPM already sent our STPM cert to our school,but I called to school just now,the answer is still the same=HAVENT got yet

Thanks,God bless

2011-06-29T22:01:00.002+08:00

Finally I get the calls from JPA

sick to wait for calls

I hate when others already get the calls but I havent

keep on waiting and waiting

Lastly now,Thanks for the one who congrats me and always PRAY hard for me

The problem is I confuse whether to accept it or not

If accept it,I have to work for government for 6years(If I get Law studies)

Actually it is still okay for me because I dont think I was the one who can achieve any enormous successment after graduate from university

somemore I was the one who like to obey things

So I think it is still okay for me to accept it because at least I confirm have a place for working with government after graduate(Nowadays not easy to find a job)

But,the amount of scholarship that JPA offer me is much more less than Private sector

and also the private sector offer one is no bond to work with them,so if I want repay their kindness,I can serve the company.If not,also ok

Actually I am put a lot of hope on HONGLEONG group scholarship since I purposely went interview last week,ride bus alone to KL,take leave,trouble my aunt and uncle

Haiz,vexed,annoying~~

I guess most of my Teachers and Friends will ask me to accept it

I was still considering,the deadline is 8July,anyone want give me a piece of advice,Just comment here,I need it~~Thanks a lot

annoy

2011-06-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

Last week,I was annoy with the interview
then this week I end up annoying with my future
haiz
Worry about what course will the government give me?
I need Scholarship or not?afraid I cannot get the scholarship by maintaining the result
But,since people who get 3.92 also apply this,apply that,so I think I should do also
Confusing actually
even fill the form also not easy you know
have a lot of messy thing to do~~Is there anyone can tell me is JPA scholarship for bachelor studies 1st year already open?

2011-06-25T17:31:00.003+08:00

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但願你20歲就懂的18件事
作者：黑幼龍、黑立言出版社：圓神出版日期：2010.5/25
如果這本書能讓年輕的你，少走一點冤枉路，少一點挫折，早一點享受美好時光，我會非常開心。你已經懂得自己需要什麼了。
關於自己
1 每天有一段獨處的時光：與陌生人相互注視了一會兒—真是可遇不可求。雨中漫步—撐著傘，在行人稀少的道路上漫步，不管別人看了你會怎麼想，你走你的。聽音樂—留一盞落地燈就好了。閉上眼睛，隨著音樂走。
2 相信自己是一個有潛力的人：玫琳凱說，要是你相信自己能做到，你就能做到；要是你相信自己做不到，你就做不到。每年去一個你從未去過的地方，我們以前做不到，你們現在只要管理好打工的錢就可以了。
關於家人
3 把家人放在手心上：幸福的家庭氣氛是人生的基石。當家人需要時，就握住你關心的人的手，溫柔的撫弄頭髮，這是多麼親密的感覺，那就是幸福的感覺。
關於情感
4 不要讓細微爭執傷害到珍貴的友誼：我好羨慕那些很年輕就玩在一起的哥兒們，他們真的把握到了這一點。
5 認真戀愛：戀愛是一輩子都不會淡忘的，當你遇到一個特別的眼神，你一定知道我指的是什麼。
關於快樂
6 常常想到自己的福氣：我們都只會想到自己的運氣多不好，要是你今天就列單寫下自己得到的恩典，你會發現還真不少。
7 得不到也是一種福氣：想一想有多少企業家沒有考取台大，有多少成功的人沒有出國留學？老是想得到和別人一樣的東西，不如想想那些得不到的，你究竟錯過了什麼？
關於夢想
8 失敗的祝福：你可以失敗，但不要忘記從失敗中獲取教訓，怪不得有的人後來變得很成功。
9 對規定瞭如指掌，才知道如何突破：成功常發生在體制外，但通常都發生在懂得運用的人身上。
關於讚美
10 讚美給人重要感：無意間聽到別人讚美你，多美妙。有人說讚美是語言中的鑽石，每個人也都有想獲得肯定的渴望。
11 欣賞別人打開禮物的表情：把讚美當作一份難得的禮物。那件禮物是那麼微不足道，但你真的費了一番功夫。
關於批評
12 不要批評別人：因為批評有可能會傷到寶貴的自尊，會失去別人由衷的合作。你看，要是從年輕的時候就能做到該多好。
13 沈默有時是最好的回答：如果人生能夠重來，我一定要減少批評，希望你不要到我這年齡才發現這秘訣。
關於壓力
14 把壓力當成新鮮有趣的探險：現今競爭這麼劇烈，變化這麼快，未來只會更快、更劇烈，不具備這些能力該怎麼辦呢？
15 重要的事先做：有些事情這麼明顯，但我們每天偏偏會讓瑣碎的事占滿行程表。艾森豪還說過，急的事情很少是重要的。
關於競爭力
16 態度積極，充滿熱忱：年輕人剛進入社會可能以為專業能力最重要。《天下雜誌》曾做過調查，發現大多數的老闆最希望新進人員具備的是積極的工作態度。
17 溝通無線寬頻，一路順暢到底：記住，聽比說還重要，怎麼說比說什麼重要。
18 終身學習：松下幸之助從一個腳踏車學徒變成幾十萬人的公司董事長，
他將自己的成功歸因於終身學習。看看你周圍的朋友，如果從學校畢業後就不再學習了，要趕快影響他們。

2011-06-25T17:20:00.000+08:00

富人不說，卻默默在做的33件事

分類：Jenny的日記

2011/03/03 16:09

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1比期限提早兩天完成
2不喜歡的事，再多做三分鐘
3和家人一起吃早餐
4坐第一排的位子
5隨身帶著筆
6在手機背景畫面寫上自己的目標
7比約定的時間提早十五分鐘到達
8先訂好玩樂的計畫
9先大聲向別人問好
10在一週內寄E-mail給初見面的人
11正確喊出對方的姓名與職稱
12剪掉信用卡
13興趣是你一輩子的同伴
14三秒之後再回答
15一邊聆聽一邊附和
16別按關門鍵
17少吃一口飯
18每天和別人共進午餐
19吃飯時不要掉落食物
20每天走路或跑步三十分鐘
21送客要送到電梯門口
22所有的回答都從「是」開始
23睡前五分鐘向自己提出問題
24五分鐘內記錄夢的日記
25仔細閱讀報紙
26隨身帶著一本書
27每週一次，從不同的路線上下班
28靜靜坐著觀察周遭的人
29電腦關機再下班
30裝做不知道
31壞消息別用電子郵件告知
32讚美不在場的人
33向自己道謝

●引用自：http://www.books.com.tw/exep/prod/booksfile.php?item=0010494225

Sick

2011-06-17T21:14:00.002+08:00

it has been a long time i never fall sick liao

so bad

especially got something important to do

I have been LAZY for a long time,thanks goodness that I was a teacher,or else how would I be if continue lazy like this?Nevertheless,become a teacher also doesn't mean that you are hardworking

like to bullshit-ing here

I have to go to KL again next Tuesday

Thanks my headmistress again because let me go

PRAY HARD for me to perform well in that interview to get the scholarship ya?

Lost

2011-06-10T21:48:00.002+08:00

I felt LOST

don't know what have I lost

erm,maybe lost confidence is the main reason on it

USM's result came out today

I was not choosen because I didn't apply

but I have to said that it is sad to heard that those who get excellent result also failed to get into USM,I wondered how they select?

can only hope that my turn in UPU won't be like this

yesterday and today went back Teluk Ramunia duty

no kids,world peace.I like it~~

Holiday end soon,sad to said that,Haiz,Ng Gek Leng,so What have you do this 14days??

here,I have to said a very BIG THANK YOU to my GPK1(Puan Low Ooi Lian)who buy me Converse bag just because she thinks that I have helped her a lot,but I don't think I have done any great thing

it is too precious gift for me.erm,THANKS again♥

Amazing

2011-06-10T20:19:00.002+08:00

wa,I found out quite dramatic's moment in my life..

Peaymin's blog which I always work hard on it has help people who has lost contact 23 years get to contact again!!Ohh,for me,I really think that it was a miracle

very sorry to that person because I didn't aware of his comment until yesterday

then I quickly email him about the contact details

then he replied me with quite excited's tone(I can felt it by his sentence)

I suddenly felt that I did a kind deed indirectly..

woohoo,I was so happy when I have did something meaningful for others

The one who search my PIBG(chairman)must be a true friend indeed because he even search the name via Facebook,Msn,Skype and lastly Google search~~

Thanks http://peaymin.blogspot.com/ and also God's help~~

Wasted

2011-06-09T12:12:00.001+08:00

I have been wasted this blog for a long time

sad to said that

faced some problem with my laptop

is anyone can help me?

I can't delete my AVG from laptop yet now I cannot using my handphone's memory card to upload pictures~~SHIT

haizzzz

2011-05-23T21:14:00.002+08:00

woohoo,today is Monday

I have to said that monday is blue indeed

Luckily this week is EXAM week then next week start HOLIDAY

I have been waiting this for so long~~

tomorrow will be a GOOD day also,I believe it will,may GOD bless~~

a dinner again

2011-05-22T00:58:00.002+08:00

today,I represented my school to attend a dinner

after the dinner ,there was a ceremony where the club will donate some money to Kota Tinggi district's Chinese school,my school is one of the school too,I was the only one girl on the stage,I was lucky that still have aunty can accompany me,or else i don't know how to stand properly?haha

even I seldom said that,

but,I am really grateful to this aunty

She has helped me a lot since i was young

I was rather felt warmth because she called me and ask me whether got transport to arrive there

thanks again to her not only for today~~erm,only myself will know what does I mean,so,I stop nonsense here better

before sleeping,thanks God for giving me a good life,mixing with good and nice people

It's all about FOOD~~

2011-05-18T17:35:00.006+08:00

I was very full after eating this meal

wel.I have to said that,this teaching experience is quite good IF my student is brilliant,hardworking,intelligent..because my principal,GPK1,colleagues also treat me so well

Thanks everyone for treat me so well and also Thanks GOD for bringing me to such this GREAT experience(the people around me is Good,nice..)

I like this dessert very much!I only realised that it has been 3 months I didn't go my gpk1's house,haha,because last time I went her house she treat me this dessert also~~Awesome
I love watermelon also=)
My principle bake de Banana cake,the raw material is from my house~~haha
does it looked delicious??
The jagung soup~~

steamed fish
prawns
bitter gourd and meat

fishball

vegetables纸包鸡~~

curry

I am not amuse right now=(

2011-05-17T22:14:00.001+08:00

我讨厌事与愿违

我讨厌没有确定的东西

我讨厌自己这样过日子

我觉得我在浪费生命

因为我没有努力

我不喜欢这样过日子~~~~~~~~~啊啊啊啊啊

我要

Happy Teacher's day 2011

2011-05-16T22:35:00.006+08:00

yet today is teacher's day,we are celebrating our student's birthday 15 maythese is the food that the children brought themselves,one of my students even felt proud when we ate his meesian which made by his fatherXD
colourful paus looked delicious and also,they attract many ants..

prepared to sing a song to teachers
the lyrics of "kami guru malaysia"
presents from my students,thanks a lot

a primary2 student is having his cake
this is the student who likes to play hide and seek with me until hide himself in the dustbin
primary2 kids

yongqin(principal's daughter's BUNNY)it is cute and heavy,no wonder the price also HEAVY,XD
presents from Daniel
presents from syariza~
thanks daniel and jane's wishes
a card from chia sin~

It is undeniable that I still miss my school life badly,but this year's teacher's day also make me learns a lot

erm,I experienced to read menteri pelajaran's speech

and also,I can learn what my teacher's feeling when I do that for them(such as give them SMS,a card, a speech,a gift),it really means a lot,this make teachers feel that WE APPRECIATE THEM

"You will never understand obstacles faced by a teacher, hardworks done by a teacher and satisfaction felt by a teacher until you yourself become a teacher"

early in the morning,I send message to all teachers whose number was saved in my phone

I get different reply from them

One of my teacher said"hopefully my experience for being a teacher is POSITIVE one"

and then got one said"thanks because still remember it"

another just simply said"thank you"(actually I dont like to see such short message)

most of my teachers reply me 'happy teacher's day alsoXD

one of them asked me to work hard for chinese community..

other than that,one said"may you always success"

the most laughable one is my friend also send me a message about happy teacher's day..

actually I only remember that today is the day I must show my gratefulness to all my teachers,I have already forgot myself is a teacher too

my cute Puan mistinah forward me a message(quite nice one)

another teacher hope that this teaching experience may bring me to be more mature

thank you to every teachers who help me ,guide me,teach me directly or indirectly,your contribution I

will always remember!!Love you all

haha,by the way,I really hope that this will be the first year and last year for me to celebrate

teacher's day with teacher as my identity

teachers sacrificed his/her time,use the whole life to educate the young generation.

so,let's said together"teachers,Thank you for everything and anything,I love you"

The theme of 2011's teacher's day-Guru penjana pendidikan transformasi negara

settled

2011-05-14T21:59:00.006+08:00

Went to pizza hut with mum

it was a meal to celebrate belated happy mother's day

Mum,thanks a lot!!

haha,finally I have settle it,already submit my resignation to principal that I will only teach until the end of JulySo,now,I can plan for my August's holiday

that time is TOTALLY holiday for me liao

I must do something to upgrade myself

issssssssssh,I said I want to improve my english,but at the end

so no improve= =

At the same day,hanging out with my form6's classmates and

Puan Hajaszura who has been transfered to Sekolah Tinggi Kluang

Have a nice time with them,but I think it would be more enjoy if teac

her can spare more time with us and also if others close f

riend can come along,such as Fateha,Sarimah,Islah,Husai...

nevermind,when something not perfect means that we still

have time to fulfill it,

next time hopefully we can do one for our 6UKM,

and then invite all of our teachers come

that is a promise,I must done it before I enter U on September

deal or not deal?Nur Fateha!!

very surprise that such conscidence that we accidentall

y met Cikgu Zakiah at SDS also

wah,the atmosphere is damn not good lo,luckily I was not

at school anymore or else,I dont know how to face her~~

Nur Amalina(my old neighbours at school)

Puan Hajaszura and me,it has been 7 years we know each other,XD

Puan Hajaszura with her husband~

this is the watch which we bought for Pn Hajaszura~nice?

I am not amuse right now=(

2011-05-12T12:39:00.000+08:00

我讨厌事与愿违

我讨厌没有确定的东西

我讨厌自己这样过日子

我觉得我在浪费生命

因为我没有努力

我不喜欢这样过日子~~~~~~~~~啊啊啊啊啊

我要快点脱离这种生活

我要回家，住在家里陪爸爸妈妈

剩下的日子

去学点有意义的东西

我不要在这里荒废时间=（

所以我一定要坚决的离开！

2011-05-10T21:27:00.001+08:00

http://cforum.cari.com.my/viewthread.php?tid=209260&extra=page%3D1

2011-05-10T18:18:00.002+08:00

I must do something before going to University!

I cannot waste this few months like that anymoreeeeeeeee

anyone can suggest me to do some useful and meaningful things?

最近很想学裹粽子~哈哈

2011-05-08T20:40:00.000+08:00

http://www.sinchew-i.com/special/food/node/504

母亲节快乐

2011-05-08T20:21:00.002+08:00

谢谢妈妈

把我生下来

在生病的时候照顾我

而且我小时候很难带

每次不睡觉

然后很感谢妈妈把我教育的那么好

那么人见人爱（哈哈哈）

真的很谢谢妈妈给我的家庭教育

虽然我不是来自有钱的家庭但是我觉得很满足了

2011-05-08T01:56:00.001+08:00

http://www.aiwenzhang.cn/lizhiwenzhang/20110304/7485.html

Have an ambivalent feeling when I back to Laksamana today

2011-05-07T20:19:00.003+08:00

Today is the last for me to back smk laksamana formally,or so called officially

erm,this is my last hari anugerah in school

I have not earn many money

but it is okay i think after calm down awhile,the important thing maybe is the achievement that I have did and the others congratulation

actually I have no feeling at all for this achievement

I remember what Pn Zakiah told me this morning,she asked me to continue my anugerah's life in University with DEKAN

I hope that I can do it

and I will try my best to achieve it also

Now,I really need something to stimulate my life goals,my aim~

Thanks a lot to PIBG Laksamana,all the teachers who dote on me just

like my Mother and Dato Halimah(it is an honour to sha

ke hand with her actually,haha)

actually the feeling have gone because I was no longer a student

The topic I can chat with classmates also lost

The time we can amiable with teachers also lost

I think it is the sign that we have grow up

but I really think that it was a great and sweet memory in Laksama

na,especially for form6 life

the below one is my Dear Puan Mistinah gave me de present(paper PP A)

haha,it is a cloth,can make Baju kebaya one,I think it is expensive lo,the cloth's quality seems good and nice

She is very Sweet I can said that,thankssss,I like it

Lastly,this is what I get for my hardwork in smk laksamana~hehe,nice?

tomorrow is Mother's day,well,I want to greet Happy Mother's day to all Mothers,and all my teachers who treat me like their daughter,I really I appreciate it,Mum,thank you!love you

Addicted to buy watch,XD

2011-05-06T21:25:00.002+08:00

this is the watch I bought for my Pn Mistinah,erm,she can considered as my god mum liao,yet I think it was the first gift I gave her,for Mother's day,Teacher's day and also her coming birthday barr~NICE?

successfully treat her a meal~hehe,thanks a lot

茫茫

2011-05-01T16:56:00.003+08:00

我回来了

我好像很久没有post了

懒惰

又不懂要交代什么好

嗯，这一趟去KL没有什么收获

因为目的只有一个-去UKM面试

哈哈，不要问我面试怎样

就是很差~

算了，我想顺其自然好了

我相信，老师讲的话“老天也已经为我准备好最好的了”

也许我拿不到我要的法律

我更适合 BUSINESS

我是这么想的啦

但是爸妈会很失望瓜，唉

面试的其中一个题目是叫我们写10年后的自己（用英文）

哈哈，我也很想知道10年后的自己会怎样

我只记得我在车大炮

说真的，去去那一趟，压力更大了~~哈哈哈

我应该努力地学多点东西，不是浪费时间而已

嗯，就是该这样

别人的恭喜

我要一直听到

所以我的成功（虽然我也不觉得有几成功）绝对不能只停留在这里

recently

2011-04-22T22:03:00.005+08:00

birthday celebration for our Peay min's members-sis wenpei,shikin and Kak Nor

headmistress called me chocolate queenXD.the cake is delicious~haha.Hawaii Bakery

it is a feast that we will go this sunday

I m fed up with this handwriting everyday

happy day

2011-04-22T20:56:00.002+08:00

I found put that,my days will only meaningful once I go back home,haha

because I get email from UKM remind me to print out the letter of interview on Monday

yahoo,although my first choice is Um~~erm,hope that Monday I can get both surat temu duga from both U~

actually got a bit nervous because the interview..erm,very menakutkan

because I'd think that the performances during interview is prior than the academic scores,and the most important is that,we are the 1st group who have to interview for it

anyway,thanks GOD!

2011-04-21T21:43:00.003+08:00

it has been a long time I didnt post my blog

is that I m busy?or my life is bored?
recently,I have buy myself a new handphone,is nokia C300
it's awesome,because I buy it with the price RM370,with 4G memory card,and its colour is gold white
thanks a lot to the lady boss for treat me so well,my phone have to purchased the usb separately but then she just give me
once again,I want to thanks GOD because keep on makes me meet nice people in this world

let's testing the camera's function...hehea bit vexed too
i think i have been tired and sick to keep on my life with TEACHING
erm,I think absolutely is like that
I fed up with that kids who dont know how to improve themselves and also dont cre about their studies,keep on doing foolish matter!
at the same time,I have a sense of guilt actually
because I only realize a form teacher's feelings right now
it is not easy to become a form teacher
a form teacheris not only take attendance every morning,but,have to take the responsibility of your class
I hate it,I really mean it

chicken chop-ing

2011-04-10T21:37:00.004+08:00

Went to mat salleh which is a quite high standard restaurant in sungai rengit,

quite nice and it is delicious..let's check up the photos~

miss~~

2011-04-08T22:40:00.000+08:00

maybe I have been getting older,I usually miss that young moment~~haha
miss school life,miss this,miss that
I think I changed a lot either change to be better or worsen
my life become worsen because I have not lead a proper and systematic life as before
I am very guilty and resentful for that
God gave all of us 24hours equally,but,What have I do with this 24 hours??I also wonder..
NG GEK LENG,cannot be like that anymore,you already wasted 3 months,please pull yourself up!
another thing that I think I have changed to be better is that I start missing home
haha,before that,I keep on said that I want go far far away from home,XD
now only I can realized that the importance of home
no matter who you are,you need it to relax properly

2011-04-06T20:37:00.002+08:00

this week quite meaningful because not so boring,at least Monday I went to pasar malam at sungai rengit which only held twice a month~

today I went stadium bandar penawar met Kota Tinggian

wow,I think this is the most excited

stay at here,makes me feel that it is very good and nice to meet people who same kampung with me!

adventitious met Cikgu Md Zain there

finally can said sorry to him face by face

feel so good~~I saw Cikgu Sulor also actually

after that going to chat with Mr Ng awhile

wahh~I think this trip is not mainly want see my students perform,I am doing my own things

tomorrow is Thursday liao~wohoo going back soon!!

Accept

2011-04-02T23:02:00.002+08:00

I am the one who dislike changes

but I have to do so

every seconds in our life we keep on changing

I cannot control it but have to accept it

giving up doesn't mean you are weak,sometimes it means we are strong enough to let go

I like this phrase very much♥

I must change~

2011-04-01T16:45:00.002+08:00

Something has changed in my life

I have no choice and ought to accept it

maybe this is God's will to want me change,unless I will keep on lazy and bored,sick with my life!

because Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.So,love the people who treat you well and forgot the ones who do not♥

still the same

2011-03-30T18:29:00.003+08:00

Anything seems as usual

the only different is I went to temple again

this time,I was not only going to pray,I was also going to watch the opera

it's quite amazing for me because I was not interested on it before this

May God bless that anything going smoothly♥that's what I always asked for

Hope that Dad is always safe because he is working now and away from home

just like me,back home once a week

Yesterday,we went to the Teluk Ramunia Beach which that the forum always strongly recommend one

not very special for me,and also very quite place

maybe Kota Tinggi too many beach until no one curious to visit it?

At night,we went to visit their house,actually it was not so large as I imagined

I felt so grateful that I can stay at school without paying any fees~~XD

something might happens after this which I may felt unwilling to do that

but I will try my best to change my mind

maybe,everything happens got its own meaning behind it,I should believe it

thanks,teacher~!

2011-03-25T17:29:00.002+08:00

Maybe I was a very emotional person before this

now,I also still the same

maybe I was not the best in one's view,but I choose to ignore it and always try my best to repay those who dotes on and helps me

She,is one of the teacher who dotes on me,helps me a lot,comfort me,guide me when I was felt helpless and makes me felt warmth

Hopefully no matter how time flies,my feeling will not change.

Thanks God also because lets everything run smoothly

we buy a watch for teacher,a card as a souvenir

Although the watch seems much cheaper than teacher's one a lot,but I can see that she is very happy and moving.

Today,it's the time I sincerely say thank you to her.

Before I left,I ask for a hug from teacher,because I don't know when will be the next time's meet.

Life is unpredictable.

I love you,Cikgu Yati♥~~and you'll always on my mind

This pics may not beautiful,but I kept it as momento

I have promise that I won't post it in facebook,but I post it in my blog~~XD

I know that I looked a bit fat in this pics,however,I still felt content with it and it is quite precious for me

2011-03-23T15:58:00.000+08:00

Doing medical check up at my hometown

yahoo,by the way,it is the only way i can back Kota tinggi too

thanks to the God because everything was going smoothly

I still managed to pray at the temple,managed to meet many people within a few hours

thank you,although it was too rushed,but I am happy with it♥

I have fulfilled my own wish which go and pay a visit and said thank you personally to all my teachers

haha,I also get a hug from Cikgu Hawa that dayXD actually I want more hug that day,just because I am shy~~hehe

medical check up shown that I was a healthy person,but the doctor advised me to go and buy a new spectacles,because my vision seems getting poorer..

the doctor is very cheerful,very chatty,but he seems very happy and satisfied with his work,I felt great to meet him because seldom got people who happy with what he doing now

nice day

2011-03-19T22:28:00.007+08:00

Today indeed is a nice day♥

because we didn't plan it properly,but at the end still can said everything goes smoothly

just got a bit disappointed because I didn't meet Cikgu Hawa

but actually she was one of the teachers who I missed most

I believe,I still got time to make it

I think,I need some laughter to make me laugh

and also need someone who can motivate me ♥

anywhere,THANKS A LOT to miss Nurfateha who accompany me just now,hopefully our friendship will lasting forever♥

2011-03-14T23:31:00.002+08:00

日本的海啸，地震

无疑的让我想起一个我从小就很忌讳提到的字“死”

我在想如果我知道明天就会死掉我会做什么？我又该做什么

好像不管做什么事都不够时间

虽然我是那种心理面想做什么事就会尽全力实现的人

但事实上我还是有许多未完成的事等着我去做每次被自己的借口说服（等有空我再做）

如果每个人可以在每天早上醒来时假想这是自己活着的最后一天也许日子会过得较充实

但是换言之日子也许会过得很苦因为每天胡思乱想也有可能患上忧郁症

我尝试去把跟每个人的见面当成最后一次见面发现果然会很珍惜

因为即使不是死亡把距离拉远还是有事情可以把彼此拉开的

在这里，我想说的是-

给我的家人，朋友，老师，贵人，真的很谢谢你们，我爱你们！因为有你们让我觉得我真的是个很幸运的人

我的世界也充满着好人当然我也要谢谢老天爷，感恩~

mix

2011-03-13T23:36:00.002+08:00

今天毫无计划的下新山

买了一些必需品-一件衣服，一包testpad,原子笔。。

很像是教师节因为我们没有说好却在那里遇到一群和我一样当老师的朋友

更赞的是我还遇见育本的校长-黄笠臻校长而且因为拜四晚上讲过话所以他认得我

超巧的遇到很多当老师的朋友

真希望我的未来可以跟现在的工作完全不一样

我不是属于教育领域的人

先不说这些了

有时我觉得很可笑但是我还蛮开心的

就发现到有些大学课程还需要读TITAS(tamudun islam&tamadun asia tenggara)

觉得自己在暗笑因为这终于可以让拿历史的我们争口气了

别人总会说历史是没用的一科看不起，漠视它

其实说穿了是自己的问题

我要努力了~~

完美的一天~

2011-03-11T23:03:00.003+08:00

今天真是个完美的一天

虽然有点累

但是很充实也很有意义~

因为一早醒来看到朋友决定要来分担我的工作的消息，哈哈

第二件事是因为今天可以回哥打只要可以踩到哥打的地盘就够了

迟点回家没关系，哈哈

接下来就是因为所有计划中的事都完成了

人找够了

也去看了老师(Pn Normala和Cikgu Aziz)的宝宝

宝宝很可爱（比我那些学生可爱多了）哈

也许那是想做很久了的事所以当完成的那一刻

心里莫名开心

我们买了一套ladybird的衣服给baby

看我够有心吧听说我比我们的老师还早哦

希望宝宝快高长大老师快点痊愈那么宝宝的感冒才可以消失

今天的压轴我做了一件我自己觉得有意义的事真开心

如果我天天都能够找到可以让自己满足，开心的事的话，那该有多好~我会努力的

好饱~

2011-03-10T22:21:00.004+08:00

郁闷了一天

总算心情可以好一点了~因为昨天改考卷的时候华文书写我的学生五个人里面四个0分
我的天啊~唯一的华人也只不过是65分
华文理解也是只有一个人及格
虽然说本来我就有心理准备的了但是那也太夸张了吧？我不禁为他们担心他们的未来
可他们看起来却一点也不担心放学后回来学校照样嘻嘻哈哈
脸上看不出有什么忧愁
考试时间1小时 15分钟就做完了草草了事敷衍我
这群学生真的比我还有勇气因为我绝不会拿自己的成绩来开玩笑他们真的很“勇敢”取消了去海边的计划好像是注定的
因为昨天被大家阻止
其实大家都是太爱我们了才不放心我们去
结果今天就下大雨肚子痛= =

晚上还是有照原定计划进行去翡翠园~呵呵很饱咯重点是我们住这

里酱久

终于吃到这里著名的小龙虾托颜校长的福~
吃饱后还有机会跟龙虾拍照~觉得自己很幸运因为有一个酱sporting的校长
顿时觉得自己很幸福因为这里什么都很好（除了学生）校长也越换越好！~哈哈哈

ps 希望快点有人分担我的节数*
有想来当临教的朋友，四湾育本小学还缺一个临教，大湾大新小学缺一个~工作简单，轻松~政府工，假期多，欢迎洽询！！~

心倦了

2011-03-05T22:35:00.002+08:00

我想我需要充电了

我没有斗志

没有成就感

我真的累了

真的好想可以快点结束这种生活

我很想念以前的自己

虽然念书时有点苦

但是至少，我想做什么我都可以马上完成

不需要想太多

不像现在这样

要考虑到时间的问题

所以我悲观时总觉得我这份工作很束缚我的自由

我真的好想找回以前的自己

随心所欲得过日子不被教育绑着

我果然不是当老师的料

我也真的早就在心里有了这个答案

现在我的实验结果证明了之前的假设是对的

我想去旅行想痛痛快快的玩一番

想要办班上的聚会

好好的跟同学聚聚

我一定可以办成的只要我有心~因为皇天不负有心人

one week after the JOYOUS moment

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erm,time flies,especially for the joyous moment

now,I am going to flash back 2010

this morning,i suddenly thinking of the first day of exam,the paper is PA2

i forgot to bring my ruler

luckily,i asked the pengawas peperiksaan to help me lend ruler,or else,i dont think i can get A on this paper

so,now,want said a very BIG thank you to my friend-Fahimah binti Zamri

and I really very grateful with all my friends in 6AUKM,although I am the only Chinese in that clasas,they still take care of me,helps me a lot.

and my dear teachers who help me a lot,my successment is because all my teacher's contribution

i really mean it

thinking want do a gathering for all our friends and teachers~~

Welcome to my world~

我回来啦

有些女生就是沒有男人緣

新年要到咯~还有六天就可以回家了，加油

我觉得蛮像我的:) 转贴的

转帖 个人觉得有意思的文章 《爱情是一双筷子》

暂时回到过去

Fire drill

缘分像本书，翻得不经意会错过；读得太认真会泪流

真的觉得 很多事情都是一体两面的

Exhausted,today is not my day absolutely:(

Always believe in my own choice

心情很down

在家读书 和 住宿舍

众里寻他千百度，暮然回首，那人却在灯火阑珊处:)

LAW is SILENT

Independent

The importance of OPINION

Just a thought

想家

人海中遇见你

Am I too optimistic OR I have become a man who easily defeated by myself?

生活還是要自己活得像自己才有用 ♥

After studying LAW

Law Career Convention 2011

Movie time

I am TOO sentimental

My DEAREST

休息是为了走更长远的路

历史重演= =

Speechless hectic~

生活

彷徨又烦躁

yearn

feel want write something

Bad mood

请铭记你十五六岁爱上的那个人 ­

Need you now

Thanks,God bless

annoy

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Sick

Lost

Amazing

Wasted

a dinner again

It's all about FOOD~~

I am not amuse right now=(

Happy Teacher's day 2011

settled

I am not amuse right now=(

最近很想学裹粽子~哈哈

母亲节快乐

Have an ambivalent feeling when I back to Laksamana today

Addicted to buy watch,XD

茫茫

recently

happy day

chicken chop-ing

miss~~

Accept

I must change~

still the same

thanks,teacher~!

nice day

mix

完美的一天~

好饱~

心倦了

最近

one week after the JOYOUS moment

转帖个人觉得有意思的文章《爱情是一双筷子》

真的觉得很多事情都是一体两面的

在家读书和住宿舍

请铭记你十五六岁爱上的那个人